MY POINT OF VIEW : EDUCATION OR CAREER ?

Assalammualaikum,

 Hew harini terlebih rajin scroll instastory kawan Mell dekat IG tadi and I came across this one IG of my friend when she is in Dilemma either want to further study to Master or just start to find a job and start career right away and start a stable life .

 Ok actually for me both has pro and con . We as a normal human being should decide what is the best for us and what we needed in our life . Setiap orang ni jalan hidup dia lain-lain . Tak semua sama . Allah dah tulis rezeki untuk setiap orang . Ada yang belajar tinggi sampai master sebab maybe they choose to be a lecturer .

 

  For me myself after graduating from my diploma I choose to work . WHY ? Bukan sebab tak mampu dan bukan sebab tak pandai . If you have read my previous post on my job you know what I'm doing . Me myself I might have different point of view . I choose to be a professional Company Secretary in Audit firm that I currently work with . I want that MAICSA certificate and license . I want have the power to build my own company with my own client and of course I'm capable enough to sign any agreement or document . Ingat sesiapa sahaja boleh certified sesuatu document for a company ? If you ada company or agreement even lawyer yang prepare the document they need to go through us first . Once we certified mean the document or agreement is True and no hesitation.

 

 I don't see it a disadvantage to me at all graduating from Diploma level . As per what I discuss they required 2 year experience and qualified education in related field and after that I can pursuing my MAICSA license already .

  But if ada rezeki InshaAllah I will further study but at the same time I need to decide what is actually I wanted in my life before I make decision on futher my study.

 

MY SKIN CARE ROUTINE WITH SAFI BALQIS

 

Assalammualaikum .. Actually tak ada la kata ramai orang puji or asking about what skincare I use but kawan terdekat yang growing up with me yang know how I was before would ask how my skin can getting better from time to time . Belum lagi tahap peloles macam instafamous or blogger famous . Nak bebetul peloles moles my aunty herself is a beautician she herself told myself you need to go and get doctor advice and treatment.

 

Actually kinda piss off sikit since video are allowed for 1MB only so yang Mell edit comel2 semua tak boleh up . So pakai jela apa yang ada ni huh .

 

Ok I have been safi balqis skincare user just currently around 1 and a half year .

 

 

Oily skin causes reproduction of bacteria and sebum formation that produces acne on skin. SAFI BALQIS OxyWhite Oils & Acne Control Facial Cleanser:

• Cleanses deep into skin so skin is free from impurities and oil
• Controls acne formation by absorbing excess oil and dirt that is trapped in skin pores
• Zinc Micro Minerals control sebum formation to prevent acne
• Suitable for oily and acne prone skin

 

Ok for cleanser I'm using Safi Balqis white Trilogy yang orange color . Since my skin jenis yang oily and once oily mula jerawat pun beranak pinak dengan jayanya and since it main is white trilogy so mmg putih gebu la muka . Maybe chemical safi balqis ni not really strong like others product and more to bahan semulajadi and my skin quite sensitive as well so after use Safi Balqis memang kurang muka ni dari segi minyak mahupun jerawat .

 

 

 

Pores will open up after skin is cleansed and causes skin to be exposed to dirt. SAFI BALQIS OxyWhite Toner:

• Tightens pores with Mushroom Extract content so that skin stays clean
• Prepares skin to receive the next product application more effectively
• Provides freshness without leaving a sticky residue or feel with no alcohol formulation

 

Ok next sebelum keluar or baru bangun tidur Mell akan apply toner . As you guys can read above boleh mengecilkan pori-pori dimuka . I admit that it really mengecilkan lubang planet marikh kat muka ni . mana tahu lepas ni kulit jadi planet neptun flawless gittew kan .

 

 

SAFI BALQIS OxyWhite Whitening Essence formulation is enhanced with Nano Oxygen and Nano BioWhite that is 1000X more effective than Vitamin C:

• Brightens skin faster and more intensively
• Reduces pigmentation
• Evens out skin tone
• Renews skin so that it is more radiant
• Reduces redness and irritation
• Softens and hydrates skin

 

Haha memang ngam la kan dengan skin Mell yang berminyak + berjerawat + kusam dala tu tak gebus gebas macam skin perempuan luar sana kan ? Mell akan apply whitening essence if keluar . Yela dulu time sekolah cikgu selalu panggi Mell puteri lilin . Kene panas sikit datangla memerah + gatal time tu mulela jerawat semua naik .

 

 

 

SAFI BALQIS OxyWhite Moisturising Gel is water based and lightly textured that provides 24 hour moisturisation:

• Brightens and relieves irritation on skin
• Contains Vitamin B3 to even out skin tone
• Formulated with Hyaluronic Acid that provides deep and lasting moisturisation to skin
• Absorbs easily into skin without leaving any sticky feeling
• Suitable for combination and oily skin, day or night

 

Last but not least Mell akan apply moisturizer . Yela jenis Mell Mell bukan jeni makeup sangat . Bila keluar mula orang tegur Nampak pucat tak bertenaga . Mell pernah dengar orang cakap kulit berminyak ni tak sesuai pakai moisturizer but different with Safi Balqis once you apply dia terus serap dalam skin kita and in additional other than my skin stay fresh all day muka pun tak Nampak berkilat sebab berminyak.

 

Others beauty tips :

 

Ok kita ni kalau tak pandai jaga kulit pakaila product mahal mana tak mahu jalan juga . Please get skincare advise sebelum apply memane skincare and lepastu muke breakout pastu hamik la habuan dia habis berpuluh ribu nak repair balik muka tu ..

 

Mell ni tak adalah bergantung 100% kepada product kecantikan . it just an extra to me . Orang kata macam payung bila hujan . Something like that la kan . Most important drink a lot of water and rajin basuh muka tapi jangan terlalu kerap sangat basuh muka . Dua kali sehari dah cukup .

 

 

 

 

I'M NOT GIVING UP , BUT I FED UP

Assalammualaikum,

Tak pernah-pernah tengok Mell update blog so down like this right ? Selalu yang indah-indah belaka yang bahagia-bahagia belaka kan ? Actually I'm not the type of sharing too much on what happening on my privacy life . What I share is too random and not really detail.

But this time I feel so angry , so disappointed towards someone . When you have give all your best , try your best , do your best but end up you the one who will be blame on . How does it feels ?

When someone treat your effort and whatever you do is just a rubbish , nonsense and troublesome . How does it feels like ?

I know that nobody is PERFECT but doesn't mean you just let it be and did not put any effort on it . You just seem like you're running away from the truth . 

Some people they don't want to face the truth because they cannot accept if they the want who did the mistake and the dont want to feel SORRY or even say SORRY coz it will hurt their pride maybe ?

What I want in my relationship is just tolerate and learn to give and take . You can't have everything . You need to let go something to earn something better . Nak pergi trip sampai 2 tempat I remain silence . RTW lagi hanging up with friends I have never heard a word TIRED but when it comes to our future u started felt all that is burdensome.

Mell admit that Mell always put him in a comfort zone by making him feel that whatever its happen I will be always by his side . But this time it hurts my pride as well . I'm fed up of all this . Relationship which is going nowhere and no effort . He need time to growth and learn ? Why not start now ? Or he want anything to be late just started to feel regret? When the time comes I'm afraid that I stand too high to realize that he's trying his best coz I'm already in my comfort zone like how he feels now . I'm afraid that I wont forgive him and never give him another chance.